your sweat like a diamond and you like a star,angel,hero,and everything

24 desember 2009 my hero,my star, the best dad i ever had was past away.

beneran ga akan nyangka kalo ayah saya bakal pergi secepet ini. satu kata yang aku bakal bilang adalah menyesesal sama diri sendiri. mungkin terlalu terlambat untuk posting ini. karena aku lama vakum untuk blogging lagi. jujur diri saya kaya belum bisa buat apapun untuk ayah saya. ayah saya belum liat saya berhasil suatu hari nanti. ayah saya belum melihat bila saya nanti akan menikah suatu hari nanti. tapi saya tau ayah selalu melihat kebahagiaan saya bukan di dunia tetapi di tempat yang damai dan dekat dengan allah yaitu di surga.

ayah saya memang ga ngasih suatu ucapan apapun untuk saya sebelum dia pergi. tapi aku tahu berarti ayah sudah mempercaiku dengan apa yang saya lakukan. saya harus mempergunakan kepercayaannya untuk sesuatu yang baik. mungkin aku belum bisa menjadi yang terbaik, tapi aku yakin pa, aku akan mencoba sesuai kemampuanku.

mungkin nanti waktu aku nikah ayah ga bakal menjadi wali yang akan mendampingi aku di pernikahan nanti. tapi aku yakin ayah ngeliat aku sudah menjadi wanita dewasa dan akan meneruskan keturunan. semoga lelaki yang menikah dengan saya nanti adalah sosok lelaki yang sepertimu.


i hope your smile shine so bright in the sky. and you see me from heaven with your love.


keith urban - songs for dad

Lately I've been noticing
I say the same things he used to say
And I even find myself acting the very same way
I tap my fingers on the table
To the rhythm in my soul
And I jingle the car keys
When I'm ready to go
When I look in the mirror
He's right there in my eyes
Starin' back at me and I realize

The older I get
The more I can see
How much he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

There were times I thought he was bein'
Just a little bit hard on me
But now I understand he was makin' me
Become the man he knew that I could be
In everything he ever did
He always did with love
And I'm proud today to say I'm his son
When somebody says I hope I get to meet your dad
I just smile and say you already have

The older I get
The more I can see
How much he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

He's in my eyes
My heart, my soul
My hands, my pride
And when I feel alone

And I think I can't go on
I hear him sayin' "Son you'll be alright"
Everything's gonna be alright"
Yes it is

The older I get
The more I can see
That he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
Oh I hope I see
I hope everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

A little more of my father in me
I hope everyday I see in me
In me
In me
I hope everyday I see

A little more of my father in me